“In your light I learn how to love.
In your beauty, how to make poems.
You dance inside my chest
where no-one sees you, but
sometimes I do, and
that sight becomes this art.”
― Rumi

Friday, December 26, 2025

Willow dreams 
turned to Ashes
On patches of 
packed earth
Down under

While hope pitched up 
On treacherous sands 
With fiery wingtips
In the ceasefire acts 
of a Bondi Bond,
who goes by another
name, that on most days  
prompts virtual outrage 
and random searches 
(That’s what’s in a name, 
Ye old rhetorical Bill,
the gulf between an ex-pat
And an immigrant
that no small boat can cross.
if you really must know)

And yet, as pretend lines
are crossed on this spinning 
Orange, my papers change 
colour though mine remains
the same, for
I never thought 
I had a certain hue, 
until sterile square boxes 
on White paper ticked me
into one to know my place

Home is a place where 
palm leaves fan paddy fields
Where singing Santas come
With pasty white face masks 
and skinny brown arms
Where festive season is 
every month with different
colours that can
always bleed to Red if
not handled with care

Home is where the return 
ticket takes you now,
Where the inbound flight
moved you in time lapse,
Into the EU queue,
and then, 
out again

Home is where you 
buy houses and fill
them with trinkets
and people to make
them homes, leaving
just enough jostling
space on a dusty 
garage shelf 
for other hats
you once wore

Better than the crown 
for that carpenter’s Son
who wore a darker shade
of pale than faith allows
for some 

Did he build things of Great
Beauty with his father’s craft?
Or is Faith all that he crafted,
wrapped, of all things, 
In Hope

Faith is whatever it means 
to those who have it 
And while it elevates some 
Into divine grace 
I choose to have it in 
Mankind, with the will
to change worlds before
they too fit into urns

Ashes to Ashes 


Seasons greetings 

one and all

Thursday, December 25, 2025

A-musing

‘It’s like I’ve got
a handful of metal dice 
trapped in my skull,

rolling about in a biscuit tin’

I said rather desperately,

trying to explain my

distracted restlessness 


‘I can’t concentrate 

until I see what numbers 

they land on,

and scribble them down

to decode them into verse’


She could have sliced through 

the silence that followed,

but chose not to, her paring

knife returning to diced carrots 


‘At least I have 

my Constant Muse

by my side’

I added hastily,

with a Cheshire Cat 

grin for good measure,

trying to get back 

into her good books


The Muse didn’t say a word

Just looked at me funny

And walked out of the 

kitchen with an eye roll,

that set off the dice 

All over again 

Wednesday, December 10, 2025

Smile bringers
Hand holders
Mitten lovers
Earmuff paraders
Song bearers
Piano wranglers
Ethereal tune hummers
Ladybird chasers
Stuff-toy traffickers
Alpaca lovers
Dead flower hoarders
Pocket-lint makers
Master elasticators
Wrapping 
Clumsy fathers
Around dainty
Fingertips
Little girls
Power houses,
Lighting forever
fragile filaments
In silly daddy souls

Tuesday, December 09, 2025

Evergreen

‘They are all good’
She says, ever faithful

‘But pick one’ I insist
Handing her my phone 
full of random scribbles
and after-thoughts

Scooped out in clumsy 
handfuls from the 
twisted folds of my brain

I gently reverse out
around the green 
wheelie bin
On our way to her
early morning train

The car hums 
as it pads softly 
past sleepy driveways 
Trapping the waking sun
in its offside mirror

On the long stretch
beneath those 
gnarled branches 
arching across
to hold hands
A soft breeze whispers
to the stirring leaves 

‘Do you not know?’
I wonder,
‘that I write down
only what I steal
from your 
Evergreen Smile 
framed behind 
my ageing eyelids?’
As thoughts of love
gather in wrinkles 
of time and skin

Memories float
gently down - 
moon daisy petals
settling softly into
our smiles

Our old selves
huddle close 
around campfires
making room 
for new faces 
oddly familiar 
behind masks

Let us rejoice 
drawing lines 
In flowing water,
slowly wearing 
our soul stones down 

Let us fill 
a lingering moment 
To look both ways
in our hall of mirrors

Pondering the
End of old beginnings 
And the beginning 
of new ends 

Let us aim to 
Be less human,
better, kinder,
Less selfish perhaps
like other animals
Running wild and free

Until we pause again
To review,
reassess,
recalibrate,

Let us remember 
Looking out from 
Our little bubbles, 
Our non overlapping
Venn diagrams,

In this world
of us vs them,

there are no others 

Sunny boy


‘But mother, please,
Just another minute’
Said the sleepy sun 
to Lady Time

‘I love my fog blanket
And my cloud pillow,
And surely the world 
can wait a while’

‘If only, my child’ 
said The Mother 
of all the 
has-beens 
and the 
maybes,

‘See that waiting tree
Wishing to be green,
And that tiny flower
Dreaming of yellow,
And that weary path
Longing for a journey?’

‘None can start 
without you,
nor do I hold 
any meaning,
elsewhere in my 
Eternity’

‘So go out and shine,
In blazing glory 
It is a good day
when you are around’
————————————

There is no hate in this world
Except in the hearts of men

Blue skies

‘No time to waste’, mumbled 
Samaya the serpent,
Mother of all there is
and ever will be,
rubbing her eyes

She took her 
Blue sky-bowl,
fluffed up some 
egg-white clouds
and threw a green
dishcloth over it

When along came 
a naughty man-child
clip-clopping on his
dirty hooves,
and knocked over
Her favourite 
Blue sky-bowl

Samaya grabbed
naughty man-child
by the scruff
of his mane
and tossed him 
Into the upended 
Blue sky-bowl

‘Stay in there for now,
Under my blue sky-bowl
And my egg-white clouds,
And go to sleep 
on my rough dishcloth

I’ve trimmed your mane
And clipped your hooves,
But worry not -
for I have scraped off 
all the dirt, and filled 
your soul with it

See how you like it
Trapped under my 
Blue sky-bowl 
Forever more’

Little did Samaya know
that this is all we need

Ugly men with grimy souls
stealing a glimpse 
of Eternal Grace
Under her blue sky-bowl

If I gather


All your smiles
And stolen glances

Your gentle hums
nuzzling
in my ear

Your scratchy
scribbles
stacked away
in musty attics

And those stealthy 
strands of grey,

Scoop them all
And toss them up 
into the
infinite beyond

Shining brighter than 
All those stars, 
now burning
with jealous rage
before they snuff out
and drop, leaden
from the skies

But no matter,

The world is alight

With thoughts of you
spanning parsecs
Into eternity   

Gossamer strands

In those fleeting moments 
between sleep and wakefulness,

as my soul crept back in
to roost after its 
nightly ramble amongst 
temple ruins beneath 
the shifting sands of time, 
their altars built in vain
In the name of true love,

It brushed past
something sublime 
And yet familiar,

Like your fingertips in my hair
Or your arms around my grief
Or your face in every song

And my first thought formed,
drops of quicksilver
thawing in the quiet dawn:

“Be still my soul,
for your true purpose
Is already here”

If only they built
those temples
around your smiles


Hunter gatherer

Perched atop the
bedside draws
where the lonely 
Bible sleeps alone,
lime green pixels
quietly count our
excess bagfuls of 
trans-Atlantic minutes 
well into the small hours

Little heads sprout  
from under the covers,
two button mushrooms 
blooming In the dark 
as she tries in vain
to cuddle sleep back
into the pair
‘We’re hungry’
goes the chorus 
united for once, 
sibling rivalries
tucked away inside
crisp hotel sheets

The two coffee bags 
and sachets of sweetener
hardly meet the RDA 
for the pre-teen duo,
now creeping around 
the room waiting 
for daybreak

The time has cometh
for Grumpy Daddy 
to go hunting 

A middle aged gilet,
battle worn from
supermarket skirmishes 
and mistimed school runs 
ventures out into 
an alien landscape 
of upside down
light switches and 
oddly labelled
lift buttons
(Elevators to some)
to find sealed cupfuls 
of Multigrain with the
ubiquitous promise of
high-fructose corn syrup

Back in the cave
with milk and cereal
under his arm,
this caveman is greeted
by upturned young faces
bathed in a soft
Netflix glow, 
much like
the flickering 
campfires
of yore, keeping 
sabre-toothed
tigers at bay

Unpoem

Nothing to see here
Just a familiar face
beneath that beanie with 
the purple flower
Or stencilled in
lambent moonlight
slipping between
curtain folds 

Nothing to hear 
Apart from that old
answerphone message
promptly replaced with the
sensible one, and yet
On endless repeat 
In my head 
That older young voice
from the days before 
this younger old voice

Nothing special 
about those eyes that
smile from afar
And those fingertips
running through
rogue strands of grey
The snippet of a hum
between hair dryer blasts

This is all mundane 
And generic 
Not worthy
Of poetry

Trite and old,
this feeling 
of not being
alone, 

just like
all those other 
familiar strangers,

Carving initials in
tree bark

Throwing pebbles
at window panes

Cutting ears off
with razor blades

Strumming badly
tuned ukuleles

Not worth a detour,
this wide place in the road
Nor a dropped pin
or that brown 
touristy sign:
‘Turn left  
for the ruins 
of another fat
stressed halitotic
petty little man’

who was blessed 
nonetheless 
with an undeserved  
Superpower 

Elemental magic
to conjure up
Her face
on a billboard 
only he can see

in every song 
and every sunset

Monday, December 08, 2025

Statutory declaration

As you fill your Hello Kitty 
school bag with your flowery hat 
and your giggles 

As the house overflows 
from too many vague 
animal shapes and squiggles

As you look at me - your 

pet Gruffalo with an air 

of bemused curiosity 


(For I am still more a clown 

than a hero 

and perhaps will be 

- quite happily -

for ever more)


I think of the days 

before you

Before I knew

you were a part 

of my whole 


And let me assure you 

and all else who would listen


You were preceded 

in this world 

by a love story

Hand in hand

The engine ticks quietly 
in the cold,
As we wait at the 
sleepy station 
for mommy's smile, 
a small voice floats up 
from the back seat:
"Daddy, I haven't 
told you this before..."

"Yes, sweet?" | mutter, 
half-distracted 
by the daily grind 
rattling in my head

"I feel really safe 
when I keep my hand in yours"

A frantic thought escapes 
my unwitting lips, hope 
or fear or both perhaps:
"But is it going to be 
big enough for you, sweet?"

Her reply rides 
a gentle moment 
fluttering softly to the ground:

"It will always be big enough, Daddy"

A head butt …

… of affection


Is all I get 

These days 


No hugs no more

from the unexpected 

package Santa sent us

15 years ago


Slightly early for the

Festive lights

And yet she lit up

Our universe leaving

No dark corners behind


Eternal smile bringer 

With a little hand that 

No longer slips into mine


An eye roll 


Is all I get

These days 


A well aimed sock

Bounces off my head

‘Attack!’ comes the

Squeaky war cry

While exploding giggles 

Oil the gears of

Our laundry war


Sensible demure

sighs of restrained

exasperation


Is all I get

These days 


Fifteen is when 

A new friend calls,


Inviting you out

Into the darkness,


Anxiety, bringing

Their hooded 

buddies along

Fear and loathing

And ennui perhaps


With a long list

Of what’s wrong

With this world 

full of

Old idiots like

Gruffalo daddy


It is all unfair and 

It has always been so

And we did try, but

Not hard enough


And it needs your 

Sense of fairness

And heartfelt outrage

And innocent sincerity


Radhika

You free radical

You super-powered

Superoxide

———————


I step 

- rather gingerly -

off my soap box

To no applause 


The silent treatment 


Is all I get

These days